Dreading grandads cremation. I can’t get up and speak I know I can’t

I want you to staaaay

I hate admitting it but I really need you right now

Wish I could stop crying

Give a little time to me, or burn this out

All I want is for you to be proud of me and show me off

Thinking of Christmas without you makes me so sad

More focused than ever. I know you’ve replaced me and it hurts but I’m gunna get on with it. Can’t keep waiting around I need to move on

Oh if only you knew

Just tell me straight